Saturday, November 14, 2009

Selamat Hari Jadi Sayang

first of all... entry neh tuk my sayang Labu. so kalu rs geli mluat. dok pyh gatal2 nk bace. fhm?
hahahahahaha

to Labu,

im forever urs. Happy Bday to you. Have a joyful 23rd day! get well soon. everyone pls pray that he will get well soon. im worried. im guilty. im superb bz today actually. ergh. but i really dunt want to. i want to spend all day in his arms if i could. hehe. cant wait to get married. hehe(gatal). cant wait to meet again n celebrate our bday together. how meh? i really love him. Labu, i swear to God i love only u. and only u; in my mind, heart n eyes. u r damn fine syg. people may laugh, may joke bout us. but hey, i dunt care. bcoz its with you i belong. as long as i live, u r always my special someone to me:D

May God Bless You Always.
xoxo

always be my baby
:D
nk kawen cpat syg! haha

Tuesday, November 3, 2009

its NOVEMBER yall!

november itu mnarek!

kerana tggl sbulan lg seblum december. bermakna tahun 2009 bakal berakhir. slaen itu ada bday 2 org yg aku rapat dan syg. kedua-duanya jejaka. haha. siapakah? adalah... sbb mcm dah musim sjuk. so bajet nk kait skarf. tp sbb bajet xde. x mampu lah nk beli benang. KNITTING stuff here is SO DAMN EXPENSIVE! so x dpt la skarf. tsk tsk.

wah new moon dah nak kua! mari layan video trailer!

waaaaaaaaahhhh!sungguh mnarek bukan? sanggup tahan nafsu x beli buku2 die sbb nk tgk dulu br bace. takot nt frust mcm cte PS ILOVEYOU, HARRY POTTER n etc etc. buku usually lebey mnarek. so nt frust sbb movie x mcm buku la ape2 la... tsk tsk. x puas tgk trailer tuh??? jum2 layan lg...

hohohohohoho. edward bella!now JACOB!!rilek2 lom abes lg. mari tgk trailer yg nih!sure buat korunk(pminat2 twilight) mmg excited gle2.

OWH MY OWH MY!!!!!!!I WANT TO WATCH THE MOVIE SOOO BAD!!!!
gila gila...hahaha
oh nk tgk nk tgkkkkkkkkkkk
cpatla kua...
hehe...

Sunday, November 1, 2009

awet muda

aku tak faham bile org ckp muke aku matured lebey dr kakak aku

seyes x fhm.

kalu org ckp aku lg matured dr kakak aku

lg la aku x fhm!

mungkin org2 tuh blom knal aku n kakak aku

hahahahahahahahaha!

biul dow kalu knal aku.

aku nih gila ada, sewel ada, sengal ada, childish ada, nakal ada, suka cuba pun ada, mcm2 ada

siap dulu aku dpt cop; VIRUS NISA.

sbb kegilaan yg mlampau shingga buleh berjangkit

bkn sorunkdua laa.. dah ramai gak jangkit virus tuh.

tp tuhla kehebatan aku. kot~

wpun sedey ke nanes ke, skejap je sume tuh.

lepas tuh aku sorok2 perasaan tuh sorunk2.

dpan org2 aku nmpak hepi sakan. senyum lompat2 aktif sakan mcm kera.

dulu aku kna gelak dgn mak

sbb saket aku xleh lompat2 jap. doktor x bg. smpai lah aku dah stable blk.

doktor pun slalu ckp awk nih aktif terlebey. dulu laa...

skg aku dahleh lompat2 blk... hooray!

ok berbalik kepada cter ke-matured-tan aku neh.

aku bknlah x matured.

aku seorg yg seryes tahap kerbau la ble aku bekerja.

maneleh wat kerja maen2.

dan bila aku ngajar aku akan jd seorg yg sgt2 tegas.

yg pernah bersamaku dan slalu bersamaku pasti tahu kan kan kan???

aku seorg yg tetap pendirian????

buleh la. tp aku lemah skit dgn org yg aku syg.

eyh lari topik lg!

ok matured2. hahahaha.

aku seorg yg nmpak muda.

masa awal2 aku minx keje part time.

slalu x dpt.

sbb pic aku tuh ada nmpak mcm budak.

tsk tsk. apakan daya.

masa aku minx keje pas spm.

ramai ingat aku men2 aku dah abes spm.

siot.

masa aku kat uitm, slalu org ingat aku anta kakak ke. bla bla bla...

masa aku skolah menengah slalu la plak org ckp

"dik skolah rendah kat sberang."

korunk mmg siot la. hahaha.

tp x slhkan dorunk la kot.

masa aku form 3...

aku leh naek bumper car tuk budak2 under 12

dan siap aku slalu la dpt menda half price

aku ingatkan pas aku masuk U xdpt dah tiket budak2

ada la skali tuh.

aku g OU. ada la satu booth neh. tuk tgk haiwan exotic.

aku yg pencinta haiwan neh. sure la berminat.

lalu aku pergila mengintai booth tuh.

org tuh pun as usual la kan. promoter. kerja die promote n wat sale.

die pun pujuk la aku masuk.

pastuh kwn2 aku xnk. so aku ckp x pela. maybe nxt time.

tbe2 org tuh ckp. come la. its only RM5 maaa.

tp aku refuse gak. lepas tuh aku berjln dgn kwn2 aku.

tbe2 slh sorunk tgor, ko tau x harga tiket adults rm 8

rm5 tuh tuk kanak2 tao.

lalu aku dibahan disituh. haha

gle kentang... aku rupe sgt budak ke ape?!

haha. sdiri ketawa smpai pecah perut.

mak aku slalu ckp

kalau aku potong rambut nmpak cam dak skolah rendah

pastuh die ckp lagi

tp kalu rambut pjg pun cam budak skolah jugak

=.=" ~ hehe. aku rs xdela sgt.

tp pakai tudung pun nmpak cam dak skolah

so ape kes?

haha!

lg sedey pabila aku dingorat oleh dak2 skolah.

pernah sekali dingorat oleh budak form 2...

last year lg best, ada dak darjah enam sebuk nk kenal dgn aku

tbe2 die tgk aku g kat kete. terkejut besar die.

kes kna ngorat dgn dak skolah cam dah basi. haha

ada kelebihan gak muke budak. ne tao leh dpt diskaun tiket

aku masok disneyland pakai tiket budak2!

mmg TERBAEKLA!

aku hepi je dgn muka dan saiz aku.

apa kamu nk ckp ckp la~

idung aku kembang? mata bulat? pipi mcm guinea pig(dulu la)? kulit mcm ular?

bulu mata x lebat? rambut cam dawai? kurus keding?

hah kurus kurus kurus. penat la. apa ingat aku x cuba ke nk naekkan badan!

dah mmg payah payah la. eiceh tbe2 sensetap. haha

tapi aku x mengalah woi. masih cuba naekkan berat bdn.

ntah bpe kali dah aku ckp psal nk naekkan berat bdn kan. hehe

aku mmg sgt sgt bersyukur dgn fizikal aku skg wpun kalu buleh nk naekkan berat bdn skit.

mak slalu gelak, make up la skit dik.

sian sarey, die nmpak matured. adek muke cam budak bwh umor. nt org ingat abg adik kang.

hahaha niesa~ sape suh muke ko mcm budak

eyh asal aku je kena? sape suh muke sarey matured sgt?

dlm isu nih its nobody's punye salah.

sbb stiap org laen2 dan unik. istimewa.

lately nih aku byk men makeup2.

ntah apesal.

tp make up aku sume jenis lite2 je.

aku suke lebeykan mata.

aku rs mata aku cantek. eiceh poyo xleh bla~

isu nye dlm entry nih

mmg muke aku agak kurang matured. stuju?

tp ape2 hal pun aku comel.

STUJU? yg tuh ko x stuju pun kena wat2 stuju.

ok abes tet~

saje mengisi masa lapang dgn menconteng blog

tbe2 teringat kat tasya; haha die lg rupa budak dan lg kecik dr aku.

arituh die nk isap rokok. pastuh tbe2 pakcik restoran tanye umo die bpe.

hahaha. she's already 20++ umo sbenar xleh btao. haha.


camne nk nmpak muda?
slalu lah senyum.
seyes x tpu.

tq but its too late

well guess someone really broke my heart
i did my best to gain my spirit back
but well yeah its too late
i didnt got enuff time to post the vid i make.
pity me. i tried my best.
i know i had at least the chance to be in top 10.
then go to 2nd stage. for the interview n etc.
but somehow i lost my spirit n broke down.
foolish me.

well yeah tq to the old cheery me
i accomplish to make one vid that last 1 min 45 seconds.
but oh yeah it just a bit too late.
they already close it.
the accept no more vid.
congratz nisa.

**tears fell again**

im a filthy alien.
:)
try hard to smile with tears falling down.

Saturday, October 31, 2009

none.empty.

just deactivate my fb account
idk why
maybe i will re-activate it again??? maybe
dunnow
tgk lah macamne
bcoz rite now
rs bodoh. sgt2!

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it was fun going out
my face looks so happy
but inside i was crying
sorry guys
but i was very depress...

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i was thinking bout deleting this blog as well
just let me keep everything to myself.


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is there anyone out there coz its getting harder n harder to breathe

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is this the end of sailorstar? tsk tsk. idk.

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crying